Sunday, June 11, 2023

Ain’t Got No Art, No Music, No ‘Rithmetic, And Yet….

 

*Wonder of Wonders, and More Wonders Waiting to be Discovered*

 


      A delightful song from my youth was a hit for Sam Cooke, titled “Wonderful World,” and the first lines go: “Don't know much about history, Don't know much biology, Don't know much about a science book, Don't know much about the French I took.”

     I was listening to this song the other day and was enjoying it for the great tune that it is, but the lyrics got me to thinking. The school subjects listed as being things the singer is not good at reminded me that I am not very good at some of them either! So for instance, art, music, science and math, as incredible as they are, have not been areas where I have shown (till now) any great aptitude.

     However, as a layperson, I am in awe of the power they have to express universal truths and insights that can be of great benefit. Each of these instruments has a common language particular to them that allow their gifts to be expressed in communal human experience, regardless of a person’s background or native tongue.

     Aren’t we thrilled by the art and music which so move and elevate us? And then there are the incredible innovations brought about by science, and the miracles of mathematics like pi, the Golden Ratio, the Fibonacci Sequence and the equations that gave us General Relativity and Quantum Theory. Awe-inspiring.

     No, I don’t have a talent for these things, but I always had an interest in ultimate causes. What lies at the basis of any of these phenomena? What is that energy from which they originate, before it is expressed or defined or made visible or heard? First there is this primal energy, and then only later come the initial instigation, conception, inception and creation that bring a musical or artistic or scientific expression into being. This original energy has no boundaries, no beginning or end; it is impersonal and not define-able or describable.

      There is something else, even deeper, even more miraculous, which these amazing tools of art, music and science can’t touch. Here I may be treading on thin ice, as what I would want to describe here may sound very foreign and far-fetched, but I want to push the envelope a bit. The wise ones throughout time have spoken of an intelligence that is not based on subject and object, time and space, causation or differentiation. They point to a core experience available to us all that does not know limitation.

     We have been miseducated to be fascinated by the content of our experience—our thoughts and emotions, ideas and sensations—but we generally ignore our essential being which is the source of all that is experienced. Not knowing of the existence of this essential being, we seek meaning in objective experience, and we overlook and neglect the infiinte awareness from which all of the thoughts, emotions and objective experiences originate.  

   Again, I acknowledge the fact that this is unfamiliar to most people and may seem implausible, but for those who meditate or who observe their lives carefully and thoroughly, they see that there is a level of our experience that goes unheeded. We can sit quietly and see that the mind is an endless source of thoughts, but yet, if we relax and loosen the fascination with the parade of thoughts, we see that there is a basis for the thoughts which doesn’t come and go. The mind and the world of phenomena are in constant flux—impermanent and ceaselessly changing—but there is something that doesn’t change, which remains ever present in waking, sleep and dream, and quite possibly in birth, life and death. What is that?

   In India there is a great story about the choice of where to put one’s attention. If someone throws a ball, most dogs will naturally chase after the ball over and over again, but if a ball is thrown in front of a tiger, the tiger doesn’t go after the ball, it goes after whoever is throwing the ball! In this way, we can either chase after the ball—the thoughts and emotions and the constant flux—or we can be interested in that from which the ball comes.

    In my own life, I can still be fascinated by art, music, science and math, but I know that there is something greater to be interested in. This greater thing is so precious and dear and so worthy of reverence and devotion, but it can continue to remain hidden to us for a very long time, even if we have been tirelessly seeking it. Never mind. This is where persistence and an iron will come in. “Come what may, I will not give up. Till my death, I will persist in this inquiry. I will not allow discouragement to defeat me. I will recognize what is unimportant, and I will keep my eye on the prize.”

   Thank you, Sam Cooke, for the last line in your song: “What a wonderful world it would be.” Indeed, what a wonderful world, where we are not fooled any longer, where we can see clearly and without impediment, where we know what is true and what is false. May it be so.   

Friday, February 17, 2023

Hidden Good Fortune

      


I would like to humbly suggest, dear friends, that often our good fortune is very much present, peeking out at us from hidden corners, but unrecognized if we assume that it has to look a certain way. Birthdays are one point in a person’s year when a life can be accounted for, and yesterday such a day arrived for me, but my good fortune did not make its appearance in the way that we have been taught it should come. During these unusual lockdowned times, I have been leading a
life of hermetic seclusion in a place that is unfamiliar to me, apart from family, friends and community. Which means that when a birthday comes, there are no friends or family in person to celebrate with, no party to attend, no gifts to gush over—none of the things we usually associate with birthdays.

And yet, I spent my day, apparently alone as I was, embraced on all sides by loving good wishes. I did not lack for anything, and the evidence of my obvious good fortune was all around. I marvel at what has been given to me, and those gifts will continue to arrive in abundance, without even asking for them.

One of these gifts is the willingness to look at things newly and openly, and to no longer to be bound by conventional norms. So, I have just mentioned the convention of what a birthday needs to look like, but knowing now that this convention need not hold true, what else have we been told that is not true?

For my age cohort, it is likely that there will be a few more birthdays, and then death will come. Normally this news is greeted with revulsion, denial and fear, but just as I have come to question the context of birthdays, I have also come to question a lot of other things, including the repeated myths of what death will be. I do not know what will happen when death arrives, but I know to be open to what I don’t know, and to be skeptical of what I have been told about what anything will be.

The best possible response to the unknown-ness of death is abundant life, richly lived. So, yes, aging, degeneration, decay, disease, death—richly lived and courageously received.

I wish for all great good fortune. May we flourish in our lives and be of benefit to ourselves and to others.

Tuesday, February 14, 2023

Saint Valentine's Day

 


   
* Love without reason or context or separate object. Love as the essential principle of our being. *
A day devoted to love . . . for indeed, isn’t it so that all of us all around the world want to love and be loved? Simply that: to love and be loved. Maybe the most fundamental of all desires, one that permeates human society and is evident to the bursting point in so many ways, especially today.
Valentine’s will be a day when the established beliefs surrounding love will be on full display, and restaurants, florists, resort hotels, chocolate shops and greeting card companies will see rich profits. Of course, there are also the wine distributors and video streaming services that provide the many bottles of Chardonnay and the unending entertainment diversions for the people alone at home tonight thinking that something is wrong.
Many unfortunate men who heedlessly overlook the very strict rules surrounding this day will be sleeping on the couch for a while.
If one is so inclined, a day like today is a brilliant opportunity to consider what actually is going on. What is “love” after all, and is the Hollywood and pop music version of love we have been taught to cherish in fact authentic? How has this come about, and why have things been so prominently expressed in the specific form of romantic love, as if it overshadows all other?
For me as someone who has not been partnered for, what, maybe 200 years now and without much motivation to change that, I feel that I have an outsider’s vantage on the whole parade. I want for the moment to put aside all of the conventional thinking and deeply consider these questions.
I want to see love not only in its objective form or as a mercantile exchange—“I will love you if you love me,” but love as a fundamental attribute that is not generated or induced. Love without a reason, love as the essential ground of being of who we truly are, love as another word for the inherent attraction of subatomic particles and the unified field of the universe. Love not as a merely human domain, but as an ultimate principle which is not created, but ever exists.
Love for a partner, for a friend or family member, for God or for the suffering world has a new context where ALL is included and embraced and nothing excluded. Again, love without reason or goal or object. Love as the shining forth of the awareness that fully encompasses all phenomena in the form of “good” and “bad,” “wished for” and “not-wished for,” “me” and “not-me.”
So yes, hooray, a celebration of love on this day—and on all days. Love without limit, love amidst all conditions, love beyond birth and death. May it be so.